Ah, well... Maybe in the fall.

So I didnt make it this time but it's ok... More later.

Oh no...

.. Either I'm rejected or picked. Def banking on the latter.. I've been getting a sense that I annoy ppl like X and Y .. :-/ so yeah. Idk what I even want anymore though...

Ugh nervous :-/

Friends :(

I wish I had friends. It gets really lonely and sad... I love my boyfriend dearly and enjoy our time very much.. But sometimes I just wanna get out and do stuff he doesn't like to do..,

:(

New pics :)

Trying to enjoy the weekend.. :)

Stupid Heat lost last night. They're hopeless and pissing Chris and me off! Here's a funny pic of LeBron.

S. crap

Ugh. This stuff shouldn't be so difficult. Do they like me or no?? What if I don't go to this thing or that thing!? Blah blah I hate this stress..... ! It shouldn't be this way...

Note: so I went to the thing.. X didn't say anything but hi to me. What a fkn letdown. She's not a friend at ALL!! And the others did the same. Wtf. This is shit. I try my best to fit in but I guess it's not good enough??

Flute recital tonight!

Artsy pics from today :)

Love it

Music history!

Trying to finish this damn paper lol...

practicing :)

More artsy pics!